Alone

It's been a hectic few weeks and one thing that I have really felt in all of this is alone. But I know this will pass.

I know its a lot to do with who I am and the way I process, so I'm cool with it, but as Mel goes through her ups and downs all I can really do is just watch. Watch and keep everything else going as Mel keeps fighting the good fight... alone

The first few weeks post are hard, they're long days of pain for Mel which I can't help with and a rollercoaster ride of moods, and life still has to god on. The two biggest parts of my life, kids and our business, but my wife is not by my side, so we I rush about keeping the wheels turning.... alone

I wouldn't have gone through these weeks without the support of my friends, the phone calls just to see how Mel was, and how I was, its these calls and texts that really helped more than you could imagine. I can look back on them now with thanks.